Anxiety (take 1)
Where do you begin when you hold everything in? Where do you put the hurt? How do allow yourself to let go when inside you honestly don't know? What do you do? I mean have you ever thought of loss? like real loss? the kind that knocks the wind out of you and you don't know what to do The kind that brings forth panic, fears more hurt, and all the tears How do you handle it? How do I handle it, you ask? Well honestly, I am learning that now I really don't know how I have the worst anxiety that comes alive in the worst times it causes me to lose my mind I lose control of my being I cannot regain my breath I fear closing my eyes I honestly think I might die I sometimes feel my anxiety will get the best of me...