Insomnia( Emotions EVERYWHERE)... but Freeing
Insomnia, a place I truly do not like but I know only comes when I have so much built in my brain that I need to sit and process all of it. It's crazy that I get this crazy surge of energy that will keep me up and energized like I have slept all night but truly I have been having a conversation with self and God. Many may be like conversation with self, Yes I am having a live conversation with my spiritual self that is bringing forth more knowledge of this journey past, present, and future; while God (or higher power; whatever you may call it, but I say GOD) is literally breaking somethings down in me that brings a lot full circle in the next 24 to 48 hours. Let me lay down some back story here.... You see most of my life I have lived what many called a double life, but truthfully that was not it at all. It was more like I had created a covering over the girl, the woman, the majestical person that I truly am because I became tired of being hurt; tired of the emotional rollercoaste...