Release Part 6: The Old Me
I have been really dreading having to write this and really talk about some stuff that I have been through that I have yet to release. I have faced so many things in life that sometimes I forget that I am no longer that person, but at the same time I have to truly and honestly forgive that person. I sometimes still feel the hurt of things I feel like I caused in my life and even though I have healed from it I still seem to get emotional or hurt behind it because I need to release it all. So I am just warning you this will be a VERY LONG release. I honestly do not know where to begin, because anywhere I start I feel it will be heavier than what I want it to be and I am going to honestly be balling my eyes out because I really need all this off of me. So I am going to start from the beginning... I need to release the feelings of anger and hatred toward two of my cousins who literally took my innocence from me and made me feel that sex is not a thing of pleasure or for desire, it's a...