My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

 I know y'all probably looking at the title like you writing about HIM again, but hey this is my blog and my process... so yes I am writing about HIM again.. I know the last post I talked about the safe feeling I get from HIM, but honestly it's more to it than just feeling safe. I know y'all are looking at this like you make this sound so perfect like you have not felt any pain from this person; but if I say that I would be lying. So I am going to talk about how I knew HIM is the one for me and why truthfully, I only see the good. In life you have relationships and people that you can move on and live without; but then there are the ones you cannot live without. So HIM is that person, I KNOW I cannot live without... Yes I know because with everything that we have faced together and apart, this has still been my source of peace. In the midst of the chaos, I had to silence everyone around me because sometimes you will think that people have your best interest but truthfully t...

Hey Everyone! I had to take a break and go on a little vacation so that I can recenter my thoughts. The best way to talk about things is to take a break and then come back more clear and concise. I have so much that is in my mental that I have to make sure that I do not let it take me backwards. So here is the other part to what I was talking about in my last post.. I have been dealing with so much lately and I have been really vulnerable with one person, and I mean one person only. It's like I do not have to even tell HIM something is wrong, he always knows. He calls, he checks in, and he really takes the time to fix my mental in times I really need HIM. In the past few months, I personally have had so much going on and he always would hit me up, protect me, and pull me out of the places I did not know were about to swallow me whole.  I honestly feel like meeting HIM has been my biggest blessing, but it also has been something that took me by storm because I never thought I deserv...

 Today, this post will be a lot more personal because I have something that I want to get out and honestly talk about. I feel that in life when we are going through our challenges with our mental health we are not very open about what's really going on because we never want people to judge or more on the scary side have someone call to have you Baker Acted or committed for those that do not know what that is honestly. So today, I am going to take you on a journey of what I call my "Intrusive Thoughts" while also talking about someone that I honestly am grateful for everyday outside of my daughter. So lets get real transparent... So for as long as I can remember I have had my "Intrusive Thoughts" that I am really not a fan of because they are some thoughts are in my "Dark Place" but they come anytime of day. I can be driving my car and I will think "Drive into oncoming traffic", "Drive off the side of this freeway", "If that sem...