My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

It's the holiday season again and I really have so much that I go through emotionally during this time, well I don't think that I am the only one that deals with these feelings. I have been through so much lately especially when it comes to life, but for some reason the holidays makes everything worse in my mind. So let's dive into what's really going on.. So let me just start with how I have recently gotten this thought process that people do not get what it means when people say that they are depressed. I have been dealing with my depression for most of my life and most people honestly do not believe me; I mean I know that I may have the mindset of being social and a little extroverted at times... but truthfully, my depression and anxiety are the worst this time of year. I have spent most of my life trying not to be seen as overly sensitive but I feel now it's time for me to really talk about the things I feel most will not. Seasonal Depression is big in the world...

Hey Everyone! I had to take a break and go on a little vacation so that I can recenter my thoughts. The best way to talk about things is to take a break and then come back more clear and concise. I have so much that is in my mental that I have to make sure that I do not let it take me backwards. So here is the other part to what I was talking about in my last post.. I have been dealing with so much lately and I have been really vulnerable with one person, and I mean one person only. It's like I do not have to even tell HIM something is wrong, he always knows. He calls, he checks in, and he really takes the time to fix my mental in times I really need HIM. In the past few months, I personally have had so much going on and he always would hit me up, protect me, and pull me out of the places I did not know were about to swallow me whole.  I honestly feel like meeting HIM has been my biggest blessing, but it also has been something that took me by storm because I never thought I deserv...