My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

Hey y'all, I know 2 blogs in one day girl you must have a lot on your mind... Yes yes I do.. As you can see the title of this blog, I am going to make some going to talk about some real ugly truths I am dealing with. You never realize some of things that you are dealing with until you start unpacking other things and then you have to look closely at other aspects. In my world, I have protected a lot of people and things that I shouldn't have because were that honestly protecting me? The answer to that question is no from my prospective, but hey those who were involved may feel they did their best at the time. Let me be clear, everything I talk about in this post is my truth and it's freeing me to write it out and let it go. So with that being said, let me set the scene for this ugly truth. Some years ago, I put myself in a position where I was tormented in a manner that is completely unacceptable to do to anyone; all over someone not wanting their truth to come to light. I ...

Hey y'all, I have been really going through and dealing with a lot of emotions while navigating this thing that people call forgiveness. I mean lets be completely real forgiving anyone is hard and I mean hard business but having to forgive yourself... OMG that's on another level of HARD! The level of HARD this journey has been is crazy because I have so much that I made myself face recently. Facing myself, I have to be honest that recently I had to take a hard look at two very personal relationships that I have held close for some years. One of the people has gone on to glory and I am mourning in two different ways.. the person I thought she was in life before she left this Earth and the person she actually was that I have to forgive after she has left this Earth. I ask myself so many times did she really care anything about me the way she was able to turn on me so quickly with someone else I thought was my "Friend/sister" because in all honesty who does something lik...