Overthinking (Part 1)
Anxiety, oh boy anxiety... I have been dealing with so much anxiety and having an overwhelming feeling. I honestly can tell you that lately I do not know if I am coming or going because my mind is racing all over the place. I have really never realized how much a lot of stress and anxiety could cause me to lose it but MY GOODNESS!! So between work and my mental I have become overly anxious and I have no real clue what I thought started, but I think I know what kept it going. I have been really hating being apart of the games people play and for some reason I have become apart of a game that someone is playing. I mean I have become apart of this double standard and this weird triangle that I am not feeling at all. I have sat back and overthought so much and most people find that overthinking is a bad thing but for me, it leads me to clarity. It leads me to what has kept me up and it shows me things that I probably would not have noticed if I was not paying close attention. I love t...