My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

 Today, this post will be a lot more personal because I have something that I want to get out and honestly talk about. I feel that in life when we are going through our challenges with our mental health we are not very open about what's really going on because we never want people to judge or more on the scary side have someone call to have you Baker Acted or committed for those that do not know what that is honestly. So today, I am going to take you on a journey of what I call my "Intrusive Thoughts" while also talking about someone that I honestly am grateful for everyday outside of my daughter. So lets get real transparent... So for as long as I can remember I have had my "Intrusive Thoughts" that I am really not a fan of because they are some thoughts are in my "Dark Place" but they come anytime of day. I can be driving my car and I will think "Drive into oncoming traffic", "Drive off the side of this freeway", "If that sem...

Man, it's been forever since I came in this blog and just wrote down my feelings and talked through the many thoughts in my head. When I say many thoughts, I mean many thoughts going on in my mind because baby, life has been life-in. Where do I begin.... I really do not know how I have gone this long without sitting down and writing out my thoughts and emotions. So let's begin... So last time I checked in I was talking about accepting my daughter having autism and how I was processing all that. Well I want you to know that I have accepted it fully, and let's be clear that I was always getting my daughter all the help she needed to be successful before they said anything about autism. So it was never me not getting her help and being in denial, it was more of me understanding that my advocacy for my child had to be a lot more and deeper because I will be the only one that can get her what she needs in life. So in that area, my daughter is getting better and saying more words...