My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

If you read the title you know exactly where my head has been for the past few days, well actually weeks. I have been in a space that has been hella dark and I did not know if I was going to make it out alive. This might be one blog, that will give insight into why I started doing the blogs in the first place. So I had been on a downward slope for some time and I was really trying not to get into that depress state of mind but I find that when I avoid my feelings and what I am dealing with my depression will hit me like an eighteen wheeler. I have no way of survival from the ultimate depressive state that came my way. I am about to explain everything that went on from beginning to now, so here goes some transparency. I had just come home from my sorority trip, and I was truly on a high because I had a lot of fun with my sisters. But what I did not know is that soon after that I would be hit with somethings that would cause my mental to be drained and I would want to give up on everythi...

 I feel so back in my element with writing in this blog again, because I have missed writing out my thoughts and emotions. But I guess it's been hard to find the time to do that with being a mom, working, school, and dealing with my mental health. Yes I said dealing with my Mental Health, I have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions truthfully, for the last year and I think now is the time to just let it all out. I mean I do not know if you guys are ready for this unload but here it goes. Here we go: So as all know I moved back to Houston in October 2020 and I have been really trying to focus on getting my things together for me and my daughter. I have been in school and doing what I need to do so that I can say a float but MAN.. did I forget how hard it is to maintain my mental health while functioning through life.  I completely lost myself in so many things around me that I am now finding me and I am getting back to what I do best; WRITE! I feel that when I go through I...