My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

Man oh man... It's something being a mom, wife, and full time student. I literally have been up to my eye balls in all my responsibilities. I literally wake up and go; recently I added working out to the mix. Which brings up my next thing, BABY WEIGHT!!! Yess the dreaded thing that us woman I hate to gain, weight. I cannot stand gaining weight because it causes me to be really insecure about everything. How I look in my clothes, how round my face is, and watching literally everything I eat. I mean it drives me crazy that I get this insecure, but I literally feel like I do not look my best at a certain weight. So that causes a spiral that many people did not know that I faced or dealt with. So for many, exercising is just something they do to stay healthy and make sure that they are staying active; well for me I have to monitor how much I actually do it so I do not go over board. At one point in my life, when I was at my lowest, I used exercising as my addiction of choice. It he...

I'm Back.. Yess I know it's been nearly 6 months since my last post and lord knows I have been through so much and I needed to get back to my true love writing this blog. So I guess I should start from the beginning and maybe I will be able to get you updated on how I am #SurvivingLife. So as far as my beautiful baby girl, she is growing and the journey of motherhood is an amazing one. I love making memories, having pictures no one will see, and loving on her letting her know she can do whatever she puts her mind on. My daughter is amazing, she loves to be read to, and her smile is amazing; she does not know it but she motivates me to be great. So in other news, I finally addressed all my issues with my father. But it was not as easy as I am making it seem. This conversation came after some anger and hurt that I never thought I would let out in my life. AND to my surprise he heard every word I said. He listened and made me feel a lot better. Since that day, I will say tha...