Struggles of Working out// My inner Gym Demon
Man oh man... It's something being a mom, wife, and full time student. I literally have been up to my eye balls in all my responsibilities. I literally wake up and go; recently I added working out to the mix. Which brings up my next thing, BABY WEIGHT!!! Yess the dreaded thing that us woman I hate to gain, weight. I cannot stand gaining weight because it causes me to be really insecure about everything. How I look in my clothes, how round my face is, and watching literally everything I eat. I mean it drives me crazy that I get this insecure, but I literally feel like I do not look my best at a certain weight. So that causes a spiral that many people did not know that I faced or dealt with. So for many, exercising is just something they do to stay healthy and make sure that they are staying active; well for me I have to monitor how much I actually do it so I do not go over board. At one point in my life, when I was at my lowest, I used exercising as my addiction of choice. It he...