Life Shift
You ever think about what really bothers you when you get upset? You ever search to see why you get upset so easily? Yea I never did either until I noticed that looking in the mirror at myself was hard for me to do and also because I started to get into a violent rage and I started to pick up coping habits that were unhealthy for me a long the way. So after all the commotion that happened because of my sexuality my life went down a very destructive path. I drank just because it was in front of me and I was one that could drink for hours. I would burst into tears because of my emotions and my anger, then things would get scary. I remember one time I was so mad about something very stupid and I wanted to fight, but the person I took it out on was not the person that caused my anger or my pain. I began to flip out and say very hurtful things, plus I got very aggressive. Before I know it I had put my hands on someone that I said I loved and would never hurt. I allowed my anger to consu...