My Journey #LivingWhileSurvivingLife

So many things have been going through my mind, like different observations about things I notice that I honestly never processed the way I am now. For instance, I have been thinking about states of mind I have been in when I have slipped into deep depressions or when I have gone into my distancing myself mode. Like have you ever sat back and really looked into why you were thinking the negative or always blaming yourself for things that truthfully probably was not really your fault or was just overthinking the situation and pushed yourself off the edge? Well, I think that I have because today in my mind I keep replaying the thoughts of being not worthy of love. Yes I said I have been thinking about the thoughts I have had about not being worthy of love. What's wild to me about the thought process I am having now is that I am seeing that I put myself in the rabbit hole of depression behind that. Because if I am honest no one told me I was not worth of love, I told myself that becau...

It's a New Year!!! Omg it's 2023 and I must say 2022 was a TOUGH chapter, but I really learned a lot. Now the real work continues (because truthfully it never stops), I have so many things that I am wanting to manifest this year and I am going to take y'all on the journey with me.  I must say that I am really excited about this next chapter of my life, I have so many great things happening for me this year that I am READY for the world to see. I feel that for so long I have been looking at the world from one side of the coin instead of looking at the fact that the coin has two sides.  You know most people only see the negative in the world and I am not going to lie I was one of those people. I mean I saw all this darkness around me, thought there was no good, fell into my depression often, and I also allowed everything negative to make me give up on everything that I wanted and was working towards. I literally fell short on things that I should not have because I allowed on...